Camouflage of life

Let there be peace in my heart. Let there be comfort in my soul; I have been walking from long,  somehow I have not lost the hope; The path in front is foreign The trail behind is fading; The directions are all around me Only the directions I seek are hidden; The heart longs for a ray of hope A face between the shadows; My soul is scared to be lost in unknown Will my fate be like them all; Somehow I refuse to believe so Somehow I am still dreaming; Somehow I am still moving ahead Somehow I am still feeling; Could this be a foolish quest Or is it a path carved in stone; I am unaware of the ultimate But I am aware of the now; Keep walking my heart says The road was never meant to be straight; Only when you do everything  Will you do what is left; Right now the time is still to cover its journey Right now time needs you to remember; It will have a tour of the wonders Only let the wonders be there first; Its no...

Past couple of days have been an incredible time for me. I got a rare chance of going back in time and reliving the moments I had cherished in my past. Whether it was hanging out with friends and their families or visiting the places which had deep roots in my life, it was all amazing. I was repeating the moments from past days in my head and it was then that I realised the  importance of these couple of days for me. I never wanted to relive my past days. I only wanted to go back to the old places to see for myself, one more time, that those days and moments which have had such strong impressions on my mind had actually occurred. They were really existing. I am not unhappy with my present. I have everything I wanted in my past. Visiting those places only made it more real. I  don't think anyone wants to live the way they were doing in the past. The need for moving forward is so great that we hardly actually look behind. But one pause and a look around shows how much things ...

With 2015 nearing its end...I have found myself standing on the threshold of an ending and a beginning. Nothing from my past has remained the same today and nothing from my present will remain the same in future. The need to hang onto the the present can be termed as emotionally desperate.  But no one wants change.  No one wants to grow up. The simple amateur ways were a bliss. The maturity only makes things complex. I have so many emotions towards my past...some are good others are not that great. And wouldn't you like to just go back once and alter a minor detail here and there??? I would... But since you can't...the only way is your heart's way. And all I ask my heart today is to be an amateur in every moment. I want it to let go of its pain and embrace life in its reality. Hopefully in the coming year everyone will find the courage to let go of their heart's pain and understand... it was never meant to be taken seriously. The key was and always will be to let it g...

Have you ever believed in a supreme power? Do you think there is someone greater than all of this? That you are just a part of a great plan. If you haven't... then why? If you have... Then what if I say you are right. What if I say, "there is a supreme power which is greater than you" . There is a great plan. There is someone who is not only greater than you but is so powerful that he created you and everything around you. You know him as your father. You know him as your protector. You know him as GOD! But you really don't know him. He never  shows himself. Yet he never ceases to exist. Every step ahead in your life is an intangible realization of his powers. Or is it all just a feeling? The world was created thousands of years ago. And you might be amazed to know that it was not planned but a string of coincidences that created it. And that the creator was infact just playing around at the time when he accidentally created it. The Genesis. Episode 1 :...

Its really strange how fast world around you changes. People who were once your heartthrob seem so strange. Not because there is a change of opinion or thought process but because you have both drifted  apart with time.Maybe that's the part of growing up. You move on with change and move on from everybody else. I wonder what our forefathers fought for. Was it for a community full of beings who would learn to survive for their own-self or was it for everybody to grow as a community. I have witnessed such events throughout my life where not the strangers but so called people who designate themselves as relatives would come to you with world full of love and affection just so they can gain from you. But the moment its time to return the favour they become cold and indifferent. At that moment its not even the blood or family name we share.There is nothing except for a cold, harsh reality that they never cared enough for anyone but themselves. All they always cared was this selfish int...

5/10/2015 Our family welcomed two newest members in the family. Cherry & Berry. They are the cutest puppies I have seen so far. But being born and raised for 30 days in a farm had given them all kind of fleas and parasites imaginable. So the first task for us when they entered our house was to get them clean. We started with cleaning them in water with dettol and  pulling the parasites out with bare hands only to find later that they are not the right way to do things. On their fourth day they visited their vet along with me, my mother and brother in a taxi cab. The vet declared them healthy and prevented, much to their delight,their bath for the next two months. So dry clean them and put an anti-flea talc and they were good to go. Also we found that they were not pure breeds. For some people it could be a let down.After all who likes mixed breed.Their puppies don't even make for a good sale. So I decided, upon the vet's advise, that to prevent their hormonal imbalan...

The absent mind is looking for a reason to believe,that the reason it is so naive,lies in the boundaries unknown.It has created a portrait where the different colours of life are not making sense to even itself. From the centre to its edge, it is wandering aimlessly,creating ripples,also where they  are not meant to be created.Distorting everything on its way,its moving,sometimes as slow as smoke and sometimes as fast as light.It believes that when everything will settle eventually, there would be a picture that would make sense.It will have a reason for everything around it,every colour that is in there will have a purpose,it will all make sense like a map for a treasure hunt.The uncertainty lies in the fact that whether or not what hides as treasure is meaningful for it or not.It could so happen that the ultimate reason behind creating ripples is to keep a picture from being created.The fear of finding out an unmeaning treasure is far more greater than the familiarity of an unfo...